Tuesday 2 March 2021

Lift me up - let me fly

 Be my friend, not my enemy
Lift me up and let me fly
No one but you knows me better
so please don't fight with me just because our opinions differ

Its with you I spend every minute of my day
You are my guide every mile along the way
Whenever something comes up to check my pride
No one but you has helped me see the brighter side

Between you and me, its a life long deal
So change your tactics and help me heal
If in this life I need to clear my karmic pile
then its your duty to help me to do it with a smile

this is what I say to the brain of mine
be my friend, not my enemy
Lift me up and let me fly

Bygones...

Don't ask me why I am silent in,  because I shall never utter a word
about how I waited for years, just to be with him
How I felt elated, when he showed up albeit decades late
How I felt happy, whenever he made me smile
How I felt crushed, when he wished to walk away
Holding on to him was not a choice, he would have hated me for that
so I let him go though it felt like driving a knife through my heart
And  I stood strong, while still crying inside and I realised that if I don't utter a word
No one will ask if I am hurting 
I survived and I am working through the loneliness that keeps challenging me to give up and cry
And one day I might grow out of the fear of loving someone and I might love again 
Age wont defy me if I find love again!
But for now, don't ask me why I am silent
My wounds are deep and I am healing myself with my silence
My world will wait for me to bloom again...